well , as many of us very well know , its the raya holidays ….

which means one thing = bored bored BORED !!!

furthermore , weathers been crazy , frequent rain and thunderstorms all over the place , which kills more of any scheduled plans …

haiz …

so , no choice but to be stuck in the small room of the apartment , gazing at the 4 sides of wall  , and endledd online hours …haha…

and whats fucked up , even my msn cannot be signed in …this is crazy ..

so , in one of those very boring hours spent online , I came across a video in youtube , about So Nyuh Shi Dae Girls Generation , Korean Popular Female artist group ….

the starting of this video is very weird , with a bunch of very gay looking men performing the girl bands group , and the girls just joined in towards the end…

have a look ..and man I gotta tell ya , those girls are H.A.W.T  HOT HOT HOT !!!!

but ,

just to be on the safe side that you wont misunderstand about these girls , i figured it be best if I posted a video solely by Girl’s Generation ..hahah..

well there ya go …

another day spent in dreamland …

see ya =)

so much has happened in the past few days …

I’ve been busy with the things that I don’t want to , but HAVE to do …

and in the process,I’ve neglected something very precious and important in my life ……FRIENDS .

guys , I am really sorry if I offended you all in any way for the past few days …there are some choices in life that I am obliged to make..I know that I didnt have as much time as last time to spend with you guys going for drinks , meals or study together , and from the bottom of my heart , I sincerely seek your forgiveness , I apologize , I am sorry …

is it too late , is it too late to make any amends ? I am not to judge …

just now , as I was sitting there , thinking about all this , I plugged in my ear phones , and switched for the phone to random any songs , suddenly , this song came out : Flying without wings by Westlife …

and I thought , this song really describes what I wanna say about all thats happening now…so I had a sudden inspiration to blog about this …

I’m sorry for being such a selfish asshole and I hope u guys could forgive me …

Flying without Wings-Westlife

this song is just so COOL !!! ….it is also the entrance theme of WWE Superstar and Champion Randy Orton .

Randy’s an ass ,  but that’s no reason to hate his new superb entrance song . hahaha…

I hear voices in my head
The council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I’ll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me

You got your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules start getting broken
You start questioning your faith
I have a voice that is my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have the voice that has the knowledge
And the power to rule your fate

I hear voices crying
I see heroes dying
I taste the blood that’s drying
I feel the tension rising

I hear voices in my head
The council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I’ll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me

All the lawyers are defenseless
All the doctors are disease
And the preachers all are sinners
And the police just take the grease
All you judges you are guilty
All the bosses I will fire
All you bankers will have losses
And politicians are all liars

I see darkness falling
I hear voices calling
I feel justice crawling
I see faith has fallen

I hear voices in my head
The council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I’ll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me

ciao =)

Tahniah diucapkan kepada Pasukan Pancaragam Sekolah SMK Chung Hua Miri :

pemimpin Pancaragam Sekolah sesi 08/09 berserta Piala Kejohanan "Hercules" di Sepanyol

Tahniah kepada mereka yang mewakili sekolah kita untuk sekali lagi ke luar negara (kali ini Sepanyol) , dan sekali lagi mengharumkan nama sekolah dan juga negara Malaysia dengan memenangi Anugerah Hercules , yang juga bertaraf sebagai juara pertandingan tersebut .

Saya sebagai bekas pelajar SMKCH , ingin menyampaikan setinggi-tinggi penghargaan saya kepada CH Band , yang telah banyak berkorban demi sekolah tercinta . Sebelum ini , mereka juga mewakili Malaysia ke Itali , dan berjaya dianugerahi beberapa anugerah termasuk Johan Keseluruhan .

Penerimaan Anugerah Hercules kali ini memang sesuai buat Pancaragam sekolah , kerana pertandingan kali ini boleh dikatakan “It is already a HERCULEAN feat , just to get to Spain” ,iaitu bermaksud , merupakan suatu yang amat luar biasa untuk ke Sepanyol .

Pertandingan kali ini melibatkan banyak pengorbanan dari segi kesihatan , masa , dan juga paling penting , kewangan . Tapi , semua itu berbaloi dengan pencapaian yang luar biasa ini .

Up Up Chung Hua !

P/S :  multi-racial sikit , sekali sekala kenalah ada post dalam Bahasa Melayu agar semua boleh paham . Kan ? xD

*segala Imejan dipetik dari blog rasmi Pancaragam SMK CHUNG HUA MIRI @ http://www.chmbb.blogspot.com/

Good Luck and do us proud .

My sincere best wishes to SMK Chung Hua Miri Brassband a.k.a Pancaragam SMK Chung Hua Miri !

SMK Chung Hua Miri Band , in all their glory

of course , not to forget the frontline personnel of the performance

Bring back with you from Spain , the gold , the memories , the achievement , the smiles . So that , the many undying supporting fans will not be dissapointed .

I have left the school , but You can be sure you guys have my support 1000 % all the way to and back from Madrid .

Awaititng your good news !

GOOD LUCK CHUNG HUA BAND !!!! YOU ROCK

Girl , what we had , is passed , but it would forever be in my heart .

I still constantly think about u , knowing about ur life now …but I cant help it …..

I’m sorry for me buggin you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I’ve tried but I can’t let go
I’m crazy ‘bout you know who
I’m sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I’ve never been good that- no no
Forgive me for being me
I’ve tried to let go
I know you got a boyfriend- another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don’t know how much I wish I was
Your boyfriend- that other guy
The only one who’s allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now u don’t know how much I wish I was your boyfriend
I’m sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if u were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn
I’m sorry for me lovin’ you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I’ve tried but I can’t let go
I’m crazy ‘bout you know who
Forgive me for being me
I’ve tried to let go
I know you got a boyfriend- another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don’t know how much I wish I was
Your boyfriend- that other guy
The only one who’s allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now u don’t know how much I wish I was your boyfriend
Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can’t blame a guy for tryin’
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams
Would become reality
I know you got a boyfriend- another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don’t know how much I wish I was
Your boyfriend- that other guy
The only one who’s allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now u don’t know how much I wish I
I know you got a boyfriend- another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don’t know how much I wish I was
Your boyfriend- that other guy
The only one who’s allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now u don’t know how much I wish I was your boyfriend

I know you got a boyfriend
I hope he treat you well
And don’t u know how much I want to be your boyfriend

__________________________________________________________________________

I know u got a boyfriend , maybe someone more than that , but I don’t care , I don’t want to change what I feel for you in my heart . I know we will never be , again . …

Farewell …..and good Luck….to WWWT

谁没有一些刻骨铭心事
谁能预计后果
谁没有一些旧恨心魔
一点点无心错
谁没有一些得不到的梦
谁人负你负我多
谁愿意解释为了什么
一笑已经风云过
活得开心心不记恨
为今天欢笑唱首歌
任心胸吸收新的快乐
在晚风中敞开心锁
谁愿记沧桑匆匆往事
谁人是对是错
从没有解释为了什么
一笑看风云过

*This song tells us to go by everyday , with a smile . Don’t always explain why something happened , live it to the fullest . Everyone has dreams , everyone has faults . But who to blame ? We all have a pass that we perhaps are ashamed of , angry of , but none of us can predict what good will these deeds will come to in the future .

朋友你可知道
因为你我明了
已得到世界上
最关心的拥抱
还有最好的祈祷
直到天荒地老
缘份是那么的重要
太奇妙人群中
是反覆多纷扰
你还在我的怀抱
我要我要你过得比谁都要好
我要你生命是阳光普照
我要我要你站得比天还要高
我要你得到最美丽最完整的回报
你为我苦恼是因为
看到我在苦恼
可知道我微笑
是为了你微笑
你为我煎熬我知道
我会不屈不挠
你已成为我
一生中最伟大的骄傲

你们 ，就是我这一生最大的骄傲