when i wrote no life as the title , I meant I had no time to live a decent relaxed life lately…

the reason being I think , myself and a lot of my comrades in arms sold our souls to the university …

we’ve been working tirelessly , night and day..

and not to mention being on call IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT when we were supposed to be sleeping …

gosh …

when weill this agony end …its not like we’re benifitting out of it or something …geez…

and to someone in particular , u should know who u are , STOP MANIPULATING OTHER PEOPLE TO FILL IN FOR WHAT U COULDNT DO !!!! try using that mashed up barin of yours for a change..ppl are busting their asses while u act cute and innocent about everything …

I AM SICK OF IT !!!! S.T.F.U

I simply hate sharing the internet line with my housemates …

And the best part of it is ….I am sharing with 3 of the housemates ..

man ,if all of them are all at home , then it practically means that I don’t have to stay online any longer . Man , with these inconsiderate jerks at home , they would start downloading all sorts of nonsense or watch movies online . Damn , that makes the internet slower than a guy WHO CANT WALK !!!!!1

please la people , I am still a student , I need smooth internet connection for my studies . What for u guys going online , download and watch movies , stopping me from doing other more important things ?

haiz …there are just those people in this world who are like this . I can’t do my assignments , I cannot receive notifications from my university fast enough . dammit …whats more ? these selfish guys stay online till what ….2-3am ? how the heck am I supposed to do anything at all ? …

thats why I hate sharing ANYTHING at all with the peole here ….give them an inch , and they take a mile !!!!

Imma complain to the chief tenant about these people ….they’ll have a taste of their own medicine ….You’ll have your just rewards guys !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

D.O.N.T.     B.L.A.M.E.     M.E      ,     B.L.A.M.E.     Y.O.U.R.S.E.L.V.E.S.     !!!!

is art ……….

I wish my life would be as simple as the people around me …

They seem so carefree , so at ease , so sure with their future …

In this case , I am currently having a headache over the UNITAR’s degree programme registration . It was utter chaos this morning when we were SUPPOSED to successfully apply for our degree programme and begin classes immediately .

But sadly , that ain’t the case . I think it’s a tradition for UNITAR management to do things at the last minute ? Can anyone offer argument on this ? I am sure 99.99% of students at UNITAR has faced multiple problems during registration regardless of programmes . And I am pretty sure they ,like many of my friends around me and myself , are tired of what they have to face every registration period .

This morning for example . The persons-in-charge are acting like what chinese people would say as “very kiasu” . I mean , they seem to want to push their responsibilities to other departments with excuses like ” actually not us , u have to go to ….department and see ….. not us ” …

These kind of bored , worn out excuse doesn’t work on the students of today anymore . I mean , the management seem to take us as uneducated , low , shallow minded indiviaduals ? knowing very well that we are currently studying in THEIR UNIVERSITY ? this is utter rubbish . And what happened to the so called pledge to UNITAR students ?

The pledge or promise says that UNITAR students who completed their foundation at UNITAR , will be given a first in line ticket to register for degree smoothly .

Along with their promise includes saying that all we have to do when we come to degree is to pay , and everything will be made ready for us , for smooth transfer to degree . But , once again , it was an empty promise , a low marketing strategy to keep continuing here . What’s the difference with lying cheating and stealing ? You do not deliver on your words , you do not do what you have pledged . How in the world do you expect students to have faith in what u do ?

Is this about money ? If it is , then  we the customers so to speak , have all the more right to blame the university , because we are paying . Don’t tell me your salary doesnt come from us but from Yayasan PINTAR . ok , if thats the case , might I remind you , that all the money WE paid is directly entered to the Yayasan , so do the math , we aint stupid .

Haiz , major migraines when it always comes to something like this . I am not ashamed to say I am losing what little faith I have left for this University day by day . It claims to be the top 10 business faculties in Msia , but now , I am starting to doubt that .

Please God , give me faith , wisdom , perserverance . Give me strength to face this problem .

Amen

If I could , Iwould turn back the time …..

is I am sorry , from the bottom of my heart .

I didn’t mean for this to happen . I said what I said because at that time , I was facing a tough crisis . Financially , emotionally , peer pressure , education , family , and friends .

All those things coming in at once all over me , in one go ! I couldn’t take it all , I am not a machine , I am human .

I am sorry for what I did . And , I apologize . I apologize from the bottom of my heart . It pains my heart to see what is going on between us now . I did not want this to happen , nor did I expect in my WILDEST dreams for this to happen .

I treat you like a brother . And I still do . I hope u see this , I am sorry for what I did , and I do not know how is the best way to tell you .

I am sorry for being so in-sensitive , so selfish ! I can say sorries for a million times over and over again , but then again , the power to forgive me still rests in your hands .

I do not wanna lose you as my friend . I treasure our friendship more than anything else in the world . I hope it would not come to an end like this .

I am sincerely sorry ….

please forgive me ..

Aaron

*because , you would end up in trouble before you can even say : Sorry !!!!!!!!!

p.s , I hop you read this TGL , this post is especially meant for you . Don’t be such a know-it-all when you know very well that there ARE other people better than u at somethings , maybe even A LOT of things that you pride yourself in showing off .

ok nigg ? But I doubt that you can even understand english anyway , i’ll just keep my fingers crossed shall I ?

And this has nothing whatsoever to do with Ashley Tisdale .

What it actually means , is that , you gotta have a really super duper iron based , titanium coated skull , if you’re dealing with what I am dealing ….

What exactly am I facing ? …

A 7 year old , ultra imaginative ( and I dont mean that in a good way ) , hyperactive ( not in a good way either ) ….

stubborn-ness seems like a must in all these “midgets” …My Gawd ….asking my cousin to do her h/work , took me an entire afternoon ….and some parts of the night …..

haiz ….cb lo…so stubborn de …GEEGEE ….

God Help me ..

and thanks for telling me u aint gonna make it !!!! in the final seconds of the final second …

u really out assed urself …thanks again asshole , really appreciate it

In an organization , an employee has to always be sharp .

An employee should never show or at least exhibit the slightest bit of lazyness .

Such a case happened , not in a real organization , but in an organization based assignment. I am the Board Chairman , and CEO of our company …

and this stupid member of our group , a girl …dared to challenge mmy authority by quarelling with my team members cum Managing Directors of our company . And she is so brainless , until she DARED …oh yes , she DARED to say that I as a group leader never did anything …that is just the stupidest thing I ever heard . How dare an employee speak to her employer in this case in this manner …

So , I did what any other boss would do , the company really could not afford a liability like her  , a stupid bitchass brainless no use …

so to her , I said these words :

YOU’RE FIRED

Just like Donald Trump or Vince Mcmahon would say…

DO NOT CROSS THE BOSS

SICK to my stomach about whats going on in my fucked up life right now ….

gosh …can anyone feel more miserable than I am ?

nobody seems to understand . I am alone in this dark , cold , bloody , unforgiveing merciless world . Its almost like its a new world every morning when I wake up ( and I dont mean that in a good way ).

I keep having these frequent headache spells these few days , and last night , it reached a new height , my head was paining so hard that I felt nauseous and felt like wanting to throw up on the spot. So , I went to my stash of medicine , and crammed down 1 and a half Panadol to help sooth the headache , applied some Vicks …and then went straight to bed ..feeling all the more sick . haizz..

IT JUST DOESN’T WORK FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F*CK OFFFFF